"Some days when I am able to pick a pen and write, I know I have been blessed."~Savita

Welcome to my blog. In my quiet hours I seek to touch the depth of myself and my surroundings. My thoughts that take form of poetry are just the scratches on the surface of life as it reveals to me. Wrapped in a delicate veil of symbolism and ambiguity these verses and expressions also fulfill my desire to share a bit of my self with others. I hope reading them would be as enjoyable for you as writing them has been for me.

Friday, July 20, 2012

The Aswatha Tree


By the side of a village road was a huge Aswatha tree
Its strong wide trunk supporting numerous branches
Its leaves full of life vibrating with cosmic energy
The roots penetrated deep as well as extending above ground
A rope swing hung from thick branch like a huge garland around Deity’s neck
Children swung upon it to catch their dreams from high above
Villagers rested under its shade to descend in to dream world
Even the visitors traveling on dusty village road would admire its strength and beauty
Old as the tree was it inspired awe and devotion
Surrounded by the changing land scape of land
It provided stability and connectivity to village life
Some time village girls would offer flowers and light diyas* in its cervices
To celebrate divine blessings or life’s jubilation
Their slender bodies swung at the rhythm of folk music
Sweet prayer hymns echoed the air
On those nights brightened with full moon
The grand tree was transformed into all that is revered as divine
One day the sky started getting dark and ugly
Huge rainstorm covered the village
Clouds raced the sky
Bolts of lightning flashed like swords flashing in war zone
With thunder deafening the ear
The wreath of nature was unleashed upon the village
With an ominous sound a bolt of lightning struck the Aswatha tree
Shrieking birds flew everywhere in darkness
The sky was lit with orange and red flames
Where there stood the mighty grandsire of the village
Only ashes were remained
Villagers watched the burned roots and charcoaled trunk with deep sorrow
Farmers working in the fields
Children playing in the sun
Visitors traveling on the muddy roads
All missed and longed for the protection of Aswatha tree
Its majestic image etched in their memories for ever
The rainy season was over
Fields were crowded with farmers planting new crops
Then one day returning home from fields they looked at the vacant place
Where there stood the mighty Aswatha tree
The ground was full of new tender shoots
Roots from underneath were giving life to many new saplings
The villagers smiled and danced with joy
Some day another Aswatha tree would grow there
What has been taken was bestowed again upon them
The story of Aswatha tree is the story of life and it’s full circle.
Note-
This short story was written long time ago when a Patriarch of our family passed away. Living far away from home I was not always able to share in the family grieving process. As I sat alone with thoughts of family back home the childhood images of Aswatha tree crossed my mind. In so many ways the family patriarch are like that tree nurturing, sustaining and keeping family together. I wrote my thoughts on paper, silently paying tribute to our patriarch who was loved by so many. 
In many cultures especially in India Aswatha tree is also revered as divine symbol of Universe, immortal as well as transitory. As I share this post today I have added the shloka of Kathopanishad from ancient Sanskrit literature that I read and enjoy often.
Urdhva-mulo ‘vak-sakha
Eso’svattah sanatanah;
Tad-eva-amrtam ucyate
Tasmin-lokah sritah sarve,
Tad-una atyei kascana: Etad vai tat.
Translation- this is the ancient Aswatha- tree whose roots are above and whose branches (spread) below. That is verily the pure, that is Brahman, and that is also called the Immortal. In that rest all the worlds, and none can transcend it. Verily this is That.
Aswatha*- in Sanskrit means- One that does not remain the same tomorrow.
Diya* –Small oil lamp made with clay.
Savita Tyagi

Monday, July 16, 2012

A Piano


Sometime I wish I had a piano
In a long list of wishes may be another addition
Or if my pen was a piano key
On lazy afternoons of summer
When touched softly
Its music would break the silence of this room
The languid humming of air conditioner
Would mellow in its sweet sound
The colors esoteric in nature
Ascending through air reaching to empyrean
Would shower upon me in sweet paean
I do laugh at the idea though
That sounds so perfect in phantasmagoria
The trill coming out of the keys
Would probably be as smudged and muddled
As the writing coming out of this pen
Backed only with a dull desire or inclination to write
When would I realize that the pen or the piano key
Both are substitute for my inability
To sit quiet and enjoy the stillness.
  

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Yama*


A thought upon wasting time reverses itself under scrutiny that moves deeper from surface
Here in its domain we are being wasted bit by bit by its mighty power
The eternal Yama ever so slowly tightens
 Its snooze around our neck and
 Drags us to the sacrificial alter of time from where nobody escapes
Our body like wick of oil lamp drinking its sustenance
Drop by drop finally burns itself out
In nature’s play energy being created and wasted every second
Life in the realm of Creation seeks continuous new expressions 
The enigmatic hands of time working from behind
Give us the illusion of our own invincible power
And as if we own that slippery moment
Creates an urge for us to leave an impression upon next
As a signatory of destiny this and only this is our calling and our joy.

*Yama – ancient Indian deity of time and death

Note-
In Bhagvad Geeta  Arjuna asks Lord Krishna

ākhyāhi me ko bhavān ugrarūpo........na hi prajānāmi tava pravṛttim...... 11.31
"Declare to me who Thou art that wearst this form of fierceness.....For I know not the will of Thy workings." 
Shree Bhagvan answers:
kālosmi lokakṣayakṛt pravṛddho
lokān samāhartum iha pravṛttaḥ...... Rtepi.....11.32
"I am Kaal (Time Spirit) huge-risen for the destruction of the world, intent on devouring the people here.... as my will in My workings...."

I am constantly reminded of and humbled by these verses as I make this post.

Savita